Every book and website that Ive sen on pregnancy says that the dad will get jealous because the woman is getting all of the attention and care.
Well no one seems to care about me. Everyone's so proud of Adam. Everyone just has fun and drinks and ignores me. They all do what they want. No one does anything nice for me.
Everyone's looking at me, tell me what to do, how to do it, how I'm gonna feel, how I do feel, and not being gentle with me. No one is nicer to me cause I might be moody, actually it seems like they are downright pushing buttons. No one, even Adam really gets up and care if I'm starving or exhausted. I still have to drive them places and not sleep...
But everyone's so proud of Adam. Its time for him to have a baby. He found someone to love him. He is doing so well. A girlfriend with a house and a car and now a baby inside her. Good job Adam. No ones proud of me for putting him there.
Is something just wrong with me? I don't want to seem ungrateful for the things I AM getting. but it seems like I Have to make them happen anyways.
We could use more money. But I'm pregnant and stuck. There are no jobs and if there was one I am pregnant and couldn't get it. I cant do anything right now, and I cant stand to feel helpless.
Its pretty early in the game, I hope it gets easier... but it won't! It's pregnancy!
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